May 2006 Archives

Wow, that's a LOT of Red Hot Chili Peppers to listen to.

I don't know if I'm going to get it done until at least Thursday.

Plus, I still need to make that Mother's Day Mix...and I really want it to be a double album...if only I'd thought of it sooner. Yeah, the second disc is too ambitious to get done.

I'm really annoyed. I mean, my mom turns 60 on Thursday and I've been a shitty son about it. I had my wife buy her present for me. I haven't really thought all that much about it and my massive "60 years of music" mix just isn't going to happen. Mostly because I didn't get off my ass and get the tracks from her personal collection sooner.

Fuckles...maybe the answer is to have a "coming soon" slip inside the Mother's Day mix...if I even get that one done. I mean, I have 50 minutes of tracks pieced together. But no track order, no theme, nothing. Damn, do I suck.

But I need to remember to be still.

I've been having a lot of small breakdowns theses days, which coupled with a REALLY FUCKING BIG ONE this weekend. It was really bad. I took most of it out on Nena, which is terrible and has left me feeling worse than I did while I was breaking down.

So frazzled, so busy, so much to do. Must. Keep. Going.

Did that make any sense?